I am the crazy teenager of the soap opera magnet!!

Hi my name is Star Lynn. My mom showed me how to create my own blog a few weeks after she learned how to do her own. We thought we did it wrong so I didn't realize my blog existed until we got on the computer yesterday and my subtitle or blog name came up with her's. So she is a soap opera magnet, and this is the starting of a story of my life as a so called teenager, I am actually 12 yrs old and my little sister will be 10 on January 12th. I am not sure who's blog is going to be more wierd mine or my moms because we sure have lived through some really unbelievable things most people only see on TV. Our family is unlike most, we have never been the ordinary regular normal functioning bunch and not in a bad way, we have alot of fun and we love each other alot. It has always been me, my mom and my sister Ashley. My mom has never been married. My dad likes to pop in and out of my life whenever he feels like it and when it is convienent for him, he makes alot of broken promises and so I have always considered Ashley's dad more of a father figure and the truth is Craig has been there for me throughout my whole life so far but the thing I don't understand is why everytime we all feel like a happy family and things are on the verge of being really cool and I think we are all happy and they seem happy and almost like a real family, almost....Craig finds some way to screw it all up, I swere he is scared to be happy so he subconsiously ruins it and then leaves, its all so predictable anymore I am discusted with him. Anyway I have been through alot in the past year, my grampa Mackenzie died on June 1st from liver cancer he was only 46yrs old. I miss him alot and since then everything in my life has been out of control. That is where all the drama begins.